mewmew88

I was wrong, life sucks

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:32:56 GMT

I finally get settled into something Im happy with and the whole thing gets blitzed. And the timing of it is terrible, a week before Im due back at college and he springs that on me. Im beginning to think that men really are a waste of time and effort.

Life seems to be looking up

Tue, 27 May 2008 19:01:19 GMT

I finally seem to be getting somewhere in my emotional process that is a happy place to be. I'm a lot calmer and dont cry as much anymore, the occasional little cry does me. Ive found someone who I'd like to try and get close to but am not 100% how to do it.

Kerry xx

And Im going to see Lee Evans 2morrow WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Friend Wuv Banners

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:26:21 GMT

pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005

pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005

My reputation

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:31:55 GMT

Hello peeps,
This is aimed at 2 ppl on my Flist (u know who u r XD) I thought the whole PORNSTAR thing had died down but noooooooooooooooo HtA has started it again. If it hasn't died down by the end of November there will b hell 2 pay.

On a lighter note TORCHWOOD Rox!!! The plot lines r cool, the characters are a mixed bunch and Captain Jack is teh SEX.

Kerry xx

Cute pics

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 21:08:29 GMT

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 12:28:59 GMT

1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Favorite TV Show:
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game:
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?
12. Would you give me a kidney?
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you?
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Memeage

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 11:08:22 GMT

My Hell (Insert Evil Laugh Here)

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:45:16 GMT

Greens
Circle I Limbo

General asshats
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Democrats
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Tony Blair
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Osama bin Laden
Circle VII Burning Sands

Saddam Hussein
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

My Bosses
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Help the Aged 10th Birthday (Photos)

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:16:47 GMT

Can you read this? Only 44 people on livejournal can.

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 17:00:14 GMT

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I wuas rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at
Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a
wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be
in the rghit pclae.

Thhe rset can be a taotl mses and yhou can
sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huuamn mnid deos
not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?
yaeh and I awlyas tghuuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs
rpsoet it.

Only repost if you can read the above

Quiz nicked off Synkende

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 18:19:17 GMT

You scored as Caring Friend. You are very thoughtful and loving towards all of your friends, or even people you've just met. Your friends seem to want to pour out their troubles to you, because they know you are very deductive and can give them reliable advice. You are a great decision maker, and will go far!
Congrats!

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Caring Friend

90%

Independent Starlet

80%

Beautiful Dreamer

75%

Flower Child

65%

Girl Next Door

65%

Fairy Tale Sweetheart

60%

What Kind Of Chic Are You ? with pics
created with QuizFarm.com

Help the Aged Party

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 16:56:11 GMT

Was Lancaster Help the Ageds 10th birthday yesterday, and it was brilliant. There was a party, nibbles, cake and best of all alcohol. Photographers from the Guardian turned up and a photographer from Help the Ageds magazine came to visit. Photos were taken and will appear in both YAY.

Had a smashing time with Nicodemus and Synkende, although there was much calling of names. All in jest of course, although I will continue to stress my point I AM NOT A PORNSTAR.

Now where was I, oh yes drank and ate a lot (there goes the diet), the cake was cute before it was massacred. Got given prezzies. A bottle of Bucks Fizz and a box of Belgan Biscuits. Also a card to say thanx for all the help.

Overall a great day and I'm going to stop boring everyone now and get on with something very important.

Kerry xx

*Wanders off to play on Playstaion*

Demus yet again

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 22:06:01 GMT

If there is someone on your friendslist who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet

Quizzes

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 17:11:27 GMT

How obessed are u with ur looks?

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

Is he into you?

Hmmm... Maybe He's Interested!

He seems to be giving you mixed or muted signals
Which may mean you've been giving him the wrong messages
When he pauses to notice you, give him a little more attention.
A little encouragement may go a long way with this guy!

Is He Into You?

Awwwww only maybe

Are u a good girl or a BAD girl?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

What Goddess are you?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers
And no wonder: you live life to the fullest!
When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place
But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

And lastly

What colour rose are you?

You Are a White Rose

You represent youthfulness and purity.

Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time

What Color Rose Are You?

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

WHEEEEE

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 21:10:08 GMT

Am bouncing around with glee at the moment. Object of my affection has been extra chatty, am finally finding out more about him. He's finally opening up to me about his past and his loves (not the romantic kind though, he says he's not quite ready to discuss that part with me yet but maybe soon. YAY)
John has been affectionate which scares me as I like him only as a friend, he's trying to get me to go out with him despite me letting him down gently 3 times already (points for trying though.)
Robin (works delivery bloke) is setting me up with an 18 year old friend of his. So life is getting better steadily.

This is me signing off after another complelty inane ramble through my lovely week.

Kerry xx

Dollies

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 10:20:15 GMT

I've started making dolls of ppl I know, I make them through eLouai's Dollmaker. If anyone would like me to make a doll of them just let me know.

Here's a couple of the ones I made earlier

This is me.

This is Stephen (crap doll but I did my best.) It's sooooo hard to make a doll of Tony but I'll try really hard. (Oh and probably only people who know me or him will actually know who Stephen is :P)

Wahh

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 23:10:24 GMT

My bosses at HMP are really professional *rolls eyes in a sarcastic fashion* one day they say they need me to work and the next they are telling me I'm not needed. At least my volunteering position is on a simple enough timetable.

*LE SIGH* Life would be so much easier if I didn't fall for people so easily. Don't get me wrong I love working in the vicinity of this person but he's sending me very mixed signals. One minute he's standing close and sort of flirting (in his strange way) and the next he's elbowing me in the head (not intentionally) He knows I like him and he is great about it but I feel like he's a bit on edge sometimes. He blames it on somebody else and that leaves me feeling slightly more comfortable.

Oh well that's my moan over, sorry if I've gotten on anybody's nerves.

Kerry xx

LOL

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 22:52:44 GMT

by limitedbythesky

mewmew88's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 16% Politically Correct!)

Started : 01st January 2006 07:44:54 AM

Ended : 01st January 2006 08:27:51 PM

Alco Money! : $ 69

Guests of Honour

kyriaquinzel is a paranoid Agnostic. kyriaquinzel drank 7 Lagers, 3 Vermouths, 3 Pernods.
mewmew88 is a buoyant Taoist. mewmew88 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
nicodeimus is a repulsive Fundementalist Christian as well as a part-time heavy drinker. nicodeimus decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.

Lovers

It was to everyones surprise that by the end of the evening nicodeimus and kyriaquinzel were kissing the face off each other like two deranged love hounds.

The Drunkest

kyriaquinzel - "Sober???? Is that a type of tequila. Give us a lick!"

Random Events

mewmew88 new livejournal handle is mewmew88_is_a_rotten_old_drunk.

Contrary to popular belief kyriaquinzel firmly assured the room that they have never considered following "Reindeer Blowing" as a proper career.

Happy New Year!

Do you believe in all of that New Years Resolution shit? If not, celebrate the New Year as you mean to go on with the ultimate new years party from hell!

Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks!

Another meme nicked of Nicodemus

Tue, 30 May 2006 20:46:47 GMT

Heres the memesque goodness

1.Kerry
2.28 October 1988
3.Lancaster
4.Being with friends
5.I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker (With Flowers In My Hair)- Sandi Thom
6.Of course hunny
7.You're entries are brill
8.I'm a certifiable nut case
9.You know I am..............*le sigh*
10.At work sadly enough
11."Every night comes to an end, every broken heart can always mend. So put your feet on solid ground, and know that a light as bright as ours won't go out."
12.Autumn
13.Yep at the Grammar School last year
14.Indeedie doodie
15.I have crap taste in men

PLUS
1.A true friend to those who need you
2.My smile and my soul (of all things)
3.Okie dokie
4.Here they are

Meme nicked of Nicodemus

Sat, 20 May 2006 14:27:13 GMT

Here we go. The answers to the meme questions. Maybe juat a little bit too much info but I don't care *Pftttttttt* :)

1. NAME ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my chest from when I had the chicken pox and wouldn't stop scratching it

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing really, just a single lonely Simpsons poster

3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It's small and red with a row of silver buttons down the front

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Owt

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
A pretty Anime piccie of me that a friend did from and old photograph

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
A hug

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My Grandad, who sadly passed away last September

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
8:55 a.m

10. WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP?
The bastard was seeing someone else. So it ended with a smack round the back of the head from me to him

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yes I do, all the time

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Can't rememer

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Narcisse by Chloe

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dark hair and blue eyes

15. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
I'm constantly taking some kind of painkiller :D

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Hot and Spicy meat feast

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A huge bar of Galaxy Promises. The one with the dark chocolate bits in it

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Really angry, hmmmm my Nanna. She caught me with *gasp* a boy in my room LOL

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
GCSE French. I can speak bits and pieces of other languages, i.e. Spanish, Italian and Japanese

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
The aforementioned tool bench

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Romantically? Yes I do

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope, but I can do a gross trick with my index and little fingers on my left hand

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
I'll wear anything

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
I don't have one, as I'm scared of getting behind the wheel

27. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
I approve of it

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I'd fall anyway, it's in my nature

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I used a letter to tell the person I care about how I felt. I'm too shy to say it, also I find that being there to help throught the bad times also helps.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13 (it's my lucky number)

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Either

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
13

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Liars, cheats and thieves

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF ENGLAND?
Twice

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Slash, music and chocolate (just to name a few)

36. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A sketch pad off the guy I like *blushes furiously*

37. FIRST JOB?
The volunteering position I have now. I did once work in a cafe but I couldn't stand it so I chose to ignore it's existance.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nope

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Nowt

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A confidence transplant

41. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE?
Once and he was a bastard

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My smile get a lot of compliments

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Nothing

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Johnny Depp naked tied up with a bow would be nice. But failing that just a pic will do :p

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
None, I dislike small children

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Yes, I do it at least once a week

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
My ring finger coz I can wind my Nanna up by wearing a ring on it

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Thursday this week

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's Ok

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE VEGETABLE?
Broccoli

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
I bite my nails, I swear and I drink. Oh and I have very little confidence in myself

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Bucks Fizz *avoids objects being thrown in my direction*

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Nope

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Nope (I'm a good girl :))

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Not to me, if someone is a nice person then I tend to get on well with them regardless of their looks.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Crying, shouting, swearing and attacking things

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
I have 3, my Nanna's, my Mum's and my Dad's

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Yep, I do

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My tool bench bought for my first birthday

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
56. I'm sad and counted them :P

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
I'm renound for it

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
A sense of humour and a decent personality. Good looks are a bonus

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Don't really have any. Kezza (hate it), Sunshine (Rebecca gave me that one) and "Come over here and help me" (don't ask)

67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Burn to the side of my leg. Haven't yet broken anything but have come close a few times

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope, can't be arsed

69. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Water (at work)

71. WHAT'S THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
Rusty

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS?
Black

73. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS/SINGERS?
Elton John, Dusty Springfield, Meatloaf and many many more

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None (yet)
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Don't mind

76. WHO ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The sound of the cat scratching the hell out of the furniture :)

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
A ham sandwich (with lots of mayo Mmmmmm :P)

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Stephen

79. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Presense or personality

80.FAVOURITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
"The Drugs Don't Work" by The Verve (personal reasons) or "Lovelight" by Dusty Springfield (Don't know why, it just makes me think)

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE:
Being tired or bossed around

82. FAVOURITE DRINK:
Tea (or alcohol)

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN:
Scorpio, Virgo or Leo

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
Swimming

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Naturally, sandy blonde. Currently, dark brown/ black

86. EYE COLOUR?
Blue

88. SIBLINGS?
None, (2 step siblings tho)

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
October, September

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Love it

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Lazytown

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Any day really

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Yep

94. SUMMER OR WINTER
Winter, so pretty

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Huggles

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Either

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Hmmmm good question

98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Anybody normal

99. BIGGEST FEAR?
Spiders and being alone

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
I don't think so

WHEE

Thu, 04 May 2006 19:52:55 GMT

LJ Interests meme results

boys:
A certain someone has caught my eye, even though he has no interest in me we are still good friends. Overall boys are a fantasic idea in my opinion
drawing:
I love to sketch anything that sits still long enough.
listening to music:
Any type of music will do for me, and thanks to the afforementioned someone I like Dusty Springfield. LOL
reading:
I'll read anything really
writing:
I love to write slash and I even do requests now. So if anyone wants anything please feel free to let me know.
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Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

Memeage

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 17:35:16 GMT

Here's my results

How much do your LJ friends love you? by ladybugadria
username
age
choose one
loves you lots	nicodeimus
thinks of you as their best friend	synkende
pretends to like you	kyriaquinzel
wants to move your relationship to the next level	kyriaquinzel
wants you in bed	nicodeimus
Loves your quirkiness	synkende
desperately loves to read your journal	kyriaquinzel
Loves you more than you know	nicodeimus
thinks you are strange	synkende

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Thanx Nicodeimus *mwah mwah*, Synkende *huggles* and Kyriaquinzel *glompage*

Hades Doll

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 10:14:24 GMT

I made myself a Hades doll using eLouai's Candybar Doll Maker

Here he is:

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 21:24:15 GMT

You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.

What Type of Beauty Are You?

I love quizzes so prepare to see a lot more results in the future

This is What muse r u?

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

What Muse Are You?

This one is What Gemstone r u?

Your Gemstone is Aquamarine

Intuitive, tranquil, and trusting.
You inspire others to have faith in themselves.

What Gemstone Are You?

My undies say

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 20:06:21 GMT

What Your Underwear Says About You

You enjoy wearing nice underwear, even if it comes at a hefty price tag.

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

This is what my botty huggers say about me. It's all lies I tell u, Lies